so this is how it feels
to be guilty of a crime
another lesson learned,
but how do we survive?
i dig my fingers into the soul beneath my skin
i can feel it bleeding,
deep within
i can’t stop shaking,
my bones are breaking
this life is a life,
a shame a can’t hide
i know that i am nothing
except that pain in your spine
why aren’t you saying something?
why do i feel so alive?
my soul is slowly dripping
out of my hand into your skin
it’s like this world is slipping
why can’t we just let it in?
i’m sorry that i hurt you
i’m sorry that i lie
i’m sorry for all the answers
that nights that you cry
i can’t stop shaking,
my bones are breaking
this life is a life,
my shame a can’t hide
i know that i am nothing
except that pain in your spine
why aren’t you saying something?
why do i feel so alive?
my soul is slowly dripping
out of my hand into your skin
it’s like this world is slipping
why can’t we just let it in?
why can’t you stay? don’t go away i hate you, i love you, i cannot live without you
