Текст песни iamempty - мозаика

I forgot how to write
I used to hate myself, but now I hated my face
in the morning, washing my face, I pretend that it's still a dream
I avoid mirrors, to be honest it's difficult
but there the third year a freak with spoiled skin
thank you for being the first
I don't know how you still put up with me
with my nerves
hide with my heart like a blanket at night
I forgot how to write, it didn't get any easier
but now I know how to keep warm and keep you warm
which is a lot
the sting of its ugliness is still poisonous
sits inside a splinter next to childhood grudges
forgive me
and know - this world is not always cruel
life is a mosaic, collect yourself on the rubble
at work, in the crowd and in the news feed
if it goes on exponentially
or at least x squared
then it's totally fucked up brothers.
everyone pulls the cross of their complexes alone
the last piece will never be found
you can put an end to this