totally ruined and deadly diseased
after the moment we kissed
frequently led by you
i didn't know where i went to
tasting sugar of venomous wine
i felt unbelievably fine
and trying your visions on myself
i nearly forgot who i am
there's no contraception it's all insecure
and they still won't find the cure
but probably you are my lord
for which i have to leave all my life overboard
and day after day i become more insane
while you travel throughout my veins
i corrode i decay
and i pray
i stare at you but your face is veiled
i seek the point but the truth is veiled
i try to stop 'cause i know i failed
i isolate my mind like a jail
for myself