How long must I stand here on the edge
How long must I stand alone
It's getting harder as the years go by
the feelings just won't cease to grow
The days go by and nights just amble on
And hope is just a fleeting and bleeding thought
Try living in this prison beneath the skin
try wondering when the thoughts will end
Let me self destruct save your would be love
turn away runaway don't let me cross the line
So what's the point of trying to cover up
I'll fail whether it's sooner or later or now
I just one who is meant to be on his own
How does one learn to save himself
Let me self destruct save your would be love
turn away runaway don't let me cross the line
Let me go back to a time when the future
was laid out before me like open doors
Let me escape to a life where the used aren't
potrayed as a cure to the lost and worn