Текст песни Elmira Zeynalova - Я боюсь

Do you know what I'm most afraid of?

that you will stop writing and throw me your favorite tracks ..
that I will remember each of them by heart ..
that I won't hear such a dear laugh ..
that we will not sit in the kitchen without light to drink tea ..
and just keep silent glaring at the eyes and lips ..
that you will stop telling me how you miss
and call them "my stupid" and "my stupid" ..
that I will never hear how you need me again
and how you wanted to spit on people and rumors ..
that silence will settle between us ..
and you won't hold my hot hands ..
that I won't see you chewing one sandwich for half an hour
and after that you say thank you for a hearty dinner ..
I don’t know how your cat (or cat) is doing
although, like a cat, because she has almost a dozen kittens ..
I'm afraid that once having logged into the social network,
I can't find your page ..
you will stop hanging online ..
or just decide to retire altogether ..
I won't hear you swear loudly
convulsively shaking dirt off his sneakers ..
and excuses that you are not guilty at all
the fact that our meeting today failed ..
because there is a huge traffic jam in the city
and you had to walk all the way ..
that your next training session will be canceled
and I cannot spend this time next to you ..
that I was in vain offended and in vain now angry ..
that you won't call and I won't hear your beloved voice ..

do you understand what I am most afraid of?

that never again ..
never - you - I will not see ..

© Elmira Zeynalova
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