Fluctuations of consciousness (2009)
"Solvent"
My lungs is filling
Inhaling process
My throat is bleeding
With killing substance
Air is full of sorrow
Breathing is hollow
My struggle and my fight
Dismissed from outside
Soaked and thorned
I am in solvent
It’s flowing through my veins
Attempting to create
That light, that sound, that stream
It’s trying everything
Another holder…
Hold this diluent’s world
Become an empty shaper
That can create a form
Without any helper
I will go into this air
Will fade in glare
And now this powerless
Is falling down
Behind my eyes
That is my destiny
And my reborn, expected turn
Cause when it will be done
I’ll open door into next world
I am in solvent now
This place is killing, destroying. It’s flowing through my veins
But listen to me:
No more useless games and sorrow
It will end today, right this moment.
I’ll find the door and I will never be hollow