It´s this never ending fight
Between my heart and my mind
My mouth is begging for truth
But my lips are closed too hard
My tongue has never burnt that much
But I better swallow everything I feel
Should I be honest to myself?
Or should I just prefer the easier way?
It feels like bombs are ticking in my head
Just a few seconds to destruction
But your deep breath keeps me calm
And put out the fuze for the very last time
My heart seems to beat slower
And my mind stops fighting against me
The closer your arms surround me
The easier I do really understand
- Who I really am
Hopes don´t seem to be far away anymore
Dreams are becoming real this time
The light is shining brighter and longer
And I start to realize
Things have never been what they were supposed to be
Reality is not what it seems to be
You gave me the power, you gave me the strength
That I can use my tongue in the words of my heart
Thanks for everything
I will never lie to myself again