Текст песни AUDASITY - Скажи за что мама

look in the eyes
get into my soul mom
life is such a thing
you know the fewer the years, the deeper the wounds
where did you wander when I was looking for you
I'm sorry, new for 10 years I didn’t fucking understand
why in a strange family
why is father angry
why someone else's mom
why am I superfluous here
why am I crying at night and no one can hear me
I disappear all day, no one is looking
many questions, but difficult to ask
there is no one to ask them
you left everything in the morning
I remember my child's voice
when dad asked * where is mom * dad
he answered we have no son ...
can you imagine
which means no love for a child
and in order to be sent, instead of milk she drank vodka
my father was in the army, he didn't know what you were doing to me
I am grateful to my grandfather for not letting me live with you

pr: say for INTO mom
say why
when I had nightmares at night
where were you and skem
all that I had were just photos
all that remains of you is fragments of memory
lacerated wounds in the soul
cold soul, nightmares
turned into life so early
who were you and where
all that I had were just photos
all that remains of you is fragments of memory

I'm 26 now and the pain in my soul has gone over the years
father is getting old I know you won't remember
I tried to forget you
and hated for a long time
but even so, let God judge you
sorry i don't give a fuck
my grandmother was like a mother to me
and grandfather father
my father is a saint to me
even if not from childhood
time does not heal wounds, time erases memory
God will let me forget all this is true
but will leave wounds
I don't throw my children
how are you, i will love them
how do you look in the mirror
Mommy's sins do not suffer ?!
I know where you are, your address has been lying for 2 years
I hate life, but I just feel hurt
what is Vienna, why did you leave me at 3 years old
you gave wine to drink and stuffed me with food
wanted to kill? sorry the bitch did not leave!
let you be tormented all your life. traces of your belly

tell me why mom
say why
when I had nightmares at night
where were you and skem
all that I had were just photos
all that remains of you is fragments of memory
lacerated wounds in the soul
coldness in the soul, nightmares
turned into life so early
who were you and where
all that I had were just photos
all that remains of you is fragments of memory