Текст песни Яськов Алексей - Я сижу под фонарем

I'm sitting under the lantern
All slightly overwhelmed,
Useless and cold
Like an iron burned out
Tossing in the dim cap
Electric light
And I can't hear in the dark
No answer
No advice.
Night falls on me
Gloomy background for a portrait.
And fails away
Overheated summer
Autumn leaves waiting
Copper-bronze colors,
And yesterday went out
Removing the fingers from the outlet.
I remember the past
Happened and cruel.
I had love
But she was electrocuted.
And I blame him.
Just after a terrible booze,
I swapped places
“Break” with “constant”.
Just picked up and changed
Something in the feedback
Immediately the circuit “wound up”,
The result was a “phase shift”.
Spun, carried, sparkled,
Hissed
Smoke strangling a stench
burned insulation.
I didn’t eat, didn’t sleep, didn’t drink -
Only water from the canister.
I burned a dozen two
The most scarce transistors.
“Here it is, sweet moment! -
I thought. In fact,
conducting an experiment
Without a specific purpose,
Alchemical process
The circulation of the stone in gold.
Sparks streaked from my eyes
In anticipation of the result.
What do we know when doing?
Stupid radio amateur.
It was all up to the lantern,
Yes, the fuse has blown.
Variable wave
Somehow changed
Stretched, shook
She froze and zeroed.
And now under the lantern
I am the culprit, not the viewer.
Above me is a lamppost
Like a stern accuser.
The verdict endures the haze
My heart sank and cooled.
“Change” - died
“Permanent” - not forgiven.