Текст песни Юля К. - На игле

It's hard to watch
And laugh in response,
If everything inside
Burns fire.
It's hard not to cry,
Do not break, endure,
If you want to leave,
Hidden at the bottom.

Only slowly decay
Wade my way.
Reason whispers to me:
"Stop."
I've been lost
That weakness load,
And I'm back in himself,
And prick the veins of mercury.

Again, shrinking into a ball,
He pulls out a scream.
I do not want to wait any longer
All of your responses.
I do not want to die,
I do not want to leave,
Only an eternal abyss
For you, for others ..

No, I should not have strength,
What always silent.
This is - the external pain
And my only fault.
Failure to look
His fear in his eyes.
This is - a hidden lie -
Run away from yourself.

In the sky high
I believe you.
But I'm alone again.
My life is on the needle.