Текст песни Юлия Парабеллум - Изучать потолок

study the ceiling

I know
every crack
on the ceiling
your room.
I fall asleep in my clothes
leaving open
a door.
I'm parched lips
squeeze out
sick "you"
all words and all thoughts
tearing off the hinges.

your hands,
digging into the neck,
squeeze the trachea.
I have enough air
only in dreams.
teach me to be silent about you.
I don't know how.
teach not to wait for you
in every new spring.

you find shelter
in my mind
dozens of damned months.
teach not to remember
good.
hatred is my lot.
teach not to be afraid
and when we are with you
meet again.
every
will remain at his own,
as I wanted.

I can teach
not to be afraid of death.
death -
these are all words.
just your look
pierces me
like a needle.
because I am without you
not dead.
I am without you at all
did not live.
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music: r.roo - miraclemike