Текст песни Человек Животное - далеко отсюда

and here I am at home, drunk coma
again ... it could have been different
behind a whole year of green uniform
before the eyes of the faces of relatives and friends
would fall asleep, blood from sleeping pills
the past is in the past, there are many new things ahead
it's time to get your feet out of this town
a whole year was enough for me
and no ... this is not a new life
this is a new chapter on a new page
do not hold anger, be able to forgive
the same crow is also a bird.
time for these weird rehearsals is over
God grant me the strength to play my part with dignity
it was a dream, now I can't sleep
wash away the pain I put my heart on the flop.
now not only poetry, but also prose
plays in my head until my nose bleeds
at night I sleep to the notes in different poses,
I ask the icons questions in a low voice.
now I understand how fleeting everything is
I'm scared to the point of losing my speech
thoughts do their own thing every evening
turn off the light, take the candles, but there is nothing to set fire to
plans, diagrams, drawings, schedules
someone needs exactly this for success,
and I have long forgotten formulas from mathematics
I just hear hearts live verses.
now I'm ready and a new wave of events
will not drown me in the abyss of sorrow.
comparing pictures I find differences
in the future, not only what we dreamed about.
for those held back by a cry of guilt
the wind in the deserts flips the time
lonely walls are given
a poisonous seed in love
in your heart the last days
burn out the sun through the veins
the last tenderness beats
hopelessness devoted to genes
there are no names in your name
if the light ended in the night
the last thing we take with us
fear collar, chimera bracelet
you are proud of your chastity
although I was already born without him
love wears golden curls
eyes the color of melted snow
the sky licks the moon's eyes
your friend is crying quietly
where you did wonders
it's so far from here ...