Текст песни псевдоживой - осень в 15 раз

I will give myself up for a time of sorrow and pain
the fifteenth year calls to her free will
I do not ask to save, I will not hear anyone, except for what will sound in my head
Why is it so disgusting, why is it so sad?
in the fifteenth year he was more alive, then he died, ran away and suffered and sobbed
I caught bullets but breathed and ran
froze died woke up alive only outside
stayed in a favorite puddle of comfort zone and waited for someone to pull it out
but who needs it and will be able to do it, I did not ask
for almost three years I have been sitting in my kennel in a white outline I decided to lie down
but just as alive and again you need to get up and run and wish
and burn to die and rise again like a phoenix
bitch you can come to life, you can probably
really need to get up come alive and save yourself

I stole an ordinary empty soul, wait, don’t cry, I’m yours, leave them alone, I won’t let you take away with me
the doctor said i'm just a bad little boy
the doctor cries behind the wall the diagnosis reads mine
self-digging for three years
I dug a hole myself and fell myself
fallen leaves on freshly fallen snow
the fallen will be forgotten
the fallen will be forgotten
cut your shirt into pieces smoke and shout
I do not know how to heal smoldering dope pieces of a bookmark behind a lamp someone else's
roar and write what comes out
bullet trigger released on Friday at five
leaving to fly