Текст песни ночные грузчики - гробы

I do not remember myself as a child until I heard poetry
and immediately after them breaking about the search for light anguish
find your first lines wandering strangers yards
the streets of the construction site whispered sweetly and terribly to me
what should forget your address what should forget your name
to grow a schizophrenic monkey
destroy the usual order to arrange a meaningless rebellion
speak only throwing the glove and that the words will kill me
whole life as an attempt to escape beyond personality
to say something between a drunken howl of a homeless person and an aphorism containing the wisdom of the earth
I am a creature without age and gender standing at my gravestone
trying to remember the first word to go this way again

my lodging is like a hallway time frozen in heat
all faces of passers-by are familiar to relatives of a vaguely alien
my lodging is like a hallway time frozen in heat
shed my skin the line between the world and me

I dreamed of being a poet and it seemed to me that they were
but verses not with the letters of the cell but with the intestines of the coffin
once I woke up in a cemetery where on each tombstone there is an inscription
so beautiful and so scary with my name rhyming
I cried God teach me to see how
everything around on something like something as if hinting
but god was silent he does not speak with the poet he speaks with the poet
now I am neither alive nor dead a strange hybrid of the subject with the object
if a woman is something between an angel and a devil
and the man between the beast and god
then a poet between a man and a woman is something
and therefore doomed to be alone
so do me a favor don't call either man or woman
I fuck the sky with an ink rod and poems from it are pregnant

all my wives are widows all my children are orphans
my dear ones who are you my heart whose are you
all my wives are widows all my children are orphans
my lines from whom are you my conscience what are you talking about