Текст песни КоДа - Ангел или бес

This world made me selfish
They don’t let you fly here, they’re watching you fly low,
I’m still not on the lists for passage to Eden,
So why should I not sin like everyone else.
And I will take all the blame on myself if there is no one to blame.
Justification and so drowns out the sound of the alarm
And I'm tired of waiting for the elevator, I rise myself
It's time to change - check my watch.

Not Jesus, but I carry my cross,
Trying to reach heaven and if
My life still has weight
Tell me who I really am
Angel or demon?