Текст песни .and sex in the mini country. - Не Вернусь

Your hair smells of suicide
I read only hatred in your eyes
Every line of mine is like a shot
In the head of the hero that I transferred to the sheet

And you wake up, please, if I'm a dream
Sober up if I'm just your drunk glitch
None of the doctors will save us
Blood from the wrist merges into the word "love"

I don't want you to remember me like that
I'm so afraid that you will completely forget me
But I pray in screams - leave my head
Leave me to die among the drunken streets

Where flaunting something expensive in price
But worthless and your tears
And not one of my songs, what about you
They are not worth anything where there is the word "you"

All these lines mean nothing to you.
And missed my screams all by my ears
It's over, the status "spent" on you and me
And Cupid shooting us lost the target

I hate to watch you cry
I hate to watch you laugh
I'm dying without you, but in some places it's easier even
And I know that without me it’s easier for you too

I hate loving you year after year
But to exist where you are no more
And I don’t give a damn that I was given to you by others here
With whom I could not even last a day

I hate your smell, your voice, hear
I would use your arms like a noose
And more than I hate you
I only love you

And again these poles every day every day
i just lost my mind
in this world I am only a shadow
I will often recall
who i am who i became
but I can’t say it
that I'm alive without you

All this is not clear without words.
we will not stand again
in the puddles of that September
where i stayed with you
music faded to ashes
the room is lonely warm
I go out to the balcony and smoke
poisoning myself for love

at this time you are sitting by the window
and follow the eyes of all those
who will not pass through the yard
who already suffocated by you
but among them was me
I left only a trace
on dirty white snow
that night in the yard

and although I cut myself
and through tears I laugh again
there will be a scar forever about you
but I will not return in the wake