Текст песни 837.бесконечность - взрослый

Verse 1:
in my childhood died, and the desire to live
I truly no longer able to smile
I was abandoned in a corner half-empty passenger
a train pulling into the station loneliness
in the spirit of procrastination, drowning in a whirlpool
incurable suffering and panic
in my head already taken all possible room
dreams shattered as spilled sugar
Oh fuck it, I'm so tired do not give up
not lecturing, still can not hear
I grew up and use? (Another year) I was twenty
but still want to experience the flight from the roof
choking, shortness of breath, sit inner voice,
and I lose myself split views
to find out whether or not to live - I draw table
but each time they have more and less against for

chorus:
nothing no sense, I rechecked
all what you give, only destroy you
you are not an adult ever, this rotten time
it will corrode from the inside and make suffer
be an adult - is to survive the loss of loved ones
and realize that betrayal on the verge of art
you destroy yourself to each week
be an adult - this is the sad feeling

                          Verse 2:
I realized that I should not have to remember someone's face,
and let your heart in shape of their souls,
because inevitably leave, stuck needles into you
and inside will leave holes unfilled needs
Maturity bring only pain and resentment
and you mertveesh inside, there becomes empty
kill a soul, cutting off all fluids
because being an adult - the sad feeling