Текст песни 1. Luckycat - За несколько лет до...

I was not a badass bully or a scoundrel
but he always expressed everything to the face
study was easy for me, but I was lazy
the exam would have failed if not for the surge of energy
was obliged to humanity for his new goal
among people I realized that I was not like everyone else
I have a higher idea, a higher dream and
they did not solve problems more difficult than mine
all that I have left after frenzied squabbles
suicidal thoughts and psychopath girl
I thought about love and friendship about life and death
but in moral matters, I remained a decidedly skeptic
sometimes they didn't notice me at all
I climbed out of my skin then to start life over again
and every time I was convinced that there is no more chance
I experienced it today I'm seventeen years old