Trapped in my own words
and grinding - teeth sharp smiles
Always thinking twice
At the very same time
This is what I've learnt
By standing up again
And letting grudge flow through
My every movement
there is no answer
I cannot explain it
I'm not the same i used to be
my will is strong but
Still my voice is trembling
carrying the echoes
of my guilts
Counting my mistakes
I'm searching no excuse
Just a way back home
and a sight of who I am
Before I change the world
I'd better fix myself
And tame my deamons too
Or at least accept them