Текст песни -n-a-s-t-y-a- - Я хотела тебя найти

I wanted to find you and I thought it would be
In the web of concrete threads, find what turns us
And grab it in a sharp ruin, never go anywhere
I wanted to stick, and I thought it happens.
But this is not searched, do not wait, do not chase in orbit
It is either given to you, or "what, not now, sorry."
Looking for something that is easy to lose, seek what to shut down the hole
The present one can only meet, it demolings you on the fly.
The conqueror of glass cliffs, in an unstable balance
What you never searched and will be your happiness.