С ножом в сердце я бреду, спотыкаясь, Я просачиваюсь в землю, Стены вокруг рушатся, И я не желаю отдыха, пока меня не нашли. Сражаюсь с пустотой И своими убеждениями, А разбитое зеркало отражает то, Что я и должен увидеть.
Я думал, что плачу, Но из моих глаз льётся кровь, Не важно, что я чувствую, Я не могу ответить на их ложь. Мне не нужны эти сувениры, Напоминающие о прошлом, Но как бы я ни старался забыть — Их ухмылки стоят у меня перед глазами.
Я затаиваю дыхание.
Груз моих ног Тянет меня на морское дно. Но здесь так тихо и спокойно, А я не могу высказаться в своё оправдание. Всё, что я пытался увидеть и вновь отыскать, Чтобы исправить свои ошибки, Никогда не стоило затраченных усилий, И мне больше не суждено Стремиться к совершенству.
Я думал о том, чтобы спокойно умереть, Но, как обычно, нет никаких гарантий, Что бы они ни говорили, Я продолжаю отрицать, я не согласен Со словами, с чувствами, Я всё ещё где-то посреди, Но мои самые сокровенные мысли По-прежнему сокрыты ото всех.
Так я ставлю под вопрос свой новый шанс И оставляю всё в прошлом. В сплошных сомнениях и разногласиях Я живу, Живу в ожидании конца дня.
И гроза отзвучала тихим громом, Яд растекается по моим венам, Хватит мне уже больных чудес, Я и так практически убит, Отвергая последствия и однобокие шансы, Ведь ничего хорошего в них нет. Кто-то говорит, это судьба, Кто-то чувствует, что его не понимают.
И я знаю, что это не слёзы — Из моих глаз льётся кровь, Вы никогда не прочтёте мои мысли, Вам не под силу увидеть меня насквозь, Мне не нужны эти раны, Напоминающие о прошлой жизни, Вам больше не остановить меня, Как бы вы ни пытались!..
Так я ставлю под вопрос свой новый шанс И оставляю всё в прошлом. В сплошных сомнениях и разногласиях Я живу, Живу в ожидании конца дня.
With the blade in my heart I’m stumbling, I’m melting into the ground While the walls around are crumbling, I don’t want to rest ’til I’m found Fighting against the emptiness And confidence inside of me And a broken mirror shows me What I am supposed to see
And I thought I’m crying tears, But blood is pouring down from my eyes But no matter how I feel I can’t respond to their lies I don’t need these souvenirs To remind me of the bygone time And however much I try to forget – I can’t get rid of their grime
I hold my breath
And the weights on my feet drag me Down to the bottom of the sea But it looks so peaceful here And I can’t speak to raise a plea Everything I tried to see and to find again To undo my faults Was never worth the strain, There’s nothing left I could exalt
And I thought about dying safely, But as always there’s no guarantee Whatever they say I still deny and disagree The words and sentiments, And I’m still standing in between But my innermost thoughts Remain unseen
So I question a new prospect And I’ll leave it all this time With all doubts and dissent in my head I’m waiting, Waiting for the day to end
And the storm was silent thunder, Poison runs through my veins Don’t need another aching wonder, I’m already almost slain Dismissing the consequences and one-way chances, ‘Cause it’s no good Some call it fate, Some always say they feel misunderstood
And I know I cry no tears, ‘Cause blood is pouring down from my eyes But you’ll never guess my thoughts, You can’t see through my disguise I don’t need more injuries To remind me of a former life You cannot stop me anymore, However much you strive
So I question a new prospect And I’ll leave it all this time With all doubts and dissent in my head I’m waiting, Waiting for the day to end With a knife in the heart I am delirious, stumbling, I learn to the ground, Walls around rushing And I do not want a rest until I found me. Fighting with emptiness And his beliefs, And the broken mirror reflects that What I have to see.
I thought I was crying But blood is poured out of my eyes, It does not matter what I feel I can not answer their lies. I do not need these souvenirs, Resembling a past But no matter how I tried to forget - Their smirks stand in front of my eyes.
I hide my breath.
Load of my legs Pulls me on the seabed. But here is so quiet and calmly, And I can not speak in my justification. All I tried to see and find again, To fix your errors, Never costly spent effort And I am no longer destined Strive for perfection.
I thought about dying calmly, But, as usual, there are no guarantees, Whatever they spoke I continue to deny, I do not agree With words, with feelings, I'm still somewhere in the middle But my most intimate thoughts They are still hidden from all.
So I put in question my new chance And I leave everything in the past. In solid doubts and disagreements I live, I live in anticipation of the end of the day.
And the thunderstorm responded with a quiet thunder, Poison spreads in my veins, I have enough sick miracles, I am practically killed Rejecting the consequences and one-bone chances After all, there is nothing good in them. Someone says it's fate Someone feels that they do not understand him.
And I know that these are not tears - Blood is pioned from my eyes, You will never read my thoughts You cannot see me through, I do not need these wounds, Resembling a past life You no longer stop me No matter how trying! ..
So I put in question my new chance And I leave everything in the past. In solid doubts and disagreements I live, I live in anticipation of the end of the day.
With the blade in my heart i'm stumbling, I'm Melting Into The Ground While The Walls Around Are Crumbling, I don't Want to Rest 'Til I'm Found Fighting Against The Emptiness And Confidence Inside of Me AND A BROKEN MIRROR SHOWS ME What I am Supposed to See
And I Thought I'm Crying Tear, But Blood Is Pouring Down From My Eyes But No Matter How I Feel I CAN'T RESPOND TO THEIR LIES I DON'T Need These Souvenirs To Remind Me of The ByGone Time And However Much I Try to Forget - I CAN'T GET RID OF THEIR GRIME
I HOLD MY BREATH
And The Weights on My Feet Drag Me DOWN TO THE BOTTOM OF THE SEA But IT Looks So Peaceful Here And I Can't Speak to Raise A Plea Everything i TriD to See and To Find Again To undo my faults Was Never Worth The Strain There's Nothing Left I COULD EXALT.
And I Thought About Dying Safely, But As Always There's No Guarantee Whatever her Say. I Still Deny and Disagree The Words and Sentiments, And i'm Still Standing in Between But My Innermost Thoughts Remain Unseen
SO I Question A New Prospect AND I'LL LEAVE IT AL AL ALL THIS TIME All Doubts and Dissent in My Head I'm Waiting, WAITING FOR THE DAY TO TO END
And The Storm Was Silent Thunder, POISON RUNS THROUGH MY VEINS DON'T Need Another Aching Wonder, I'm Already Almost Slain Dismissing The Consequency and One-Way ChanceS 'Cause IT's No Good Some Call IT Fate Some Always Say Feel Misunderstood
And I know I Cry No Tears, 'Cause Blood Is Pouring Down From My Eyes But You'll Never Guess My Thougohts, You can't See Through My Disguise I DON'T Need More Injuries To Remind Me of a Former Life You cannot Stop Me Anymore HOWEVER MUCH YOU STRIVE
SO I Question A New Prospect AND I'LL LEAVE IT AL AL ALL THIS TIME All Doubts and Dissent in My Head I'm Waiting, WAITING FOR THE DAY TO TO END Смотрите также: | |