Текст песни young ink - диалог с самим собой

1 verse
look back because you burned your world to the ground
choked on lies and they told you drink to the bottom
and there are no tales about the prince and the white horse
booze and party at cards with an old woman with a scythe

what if you were on the wrong path?
met people whom he considered necessary, but they are empty
your life is like an alley, but where there is no bright light
and it seems not Malevich, but there is only black color around

clung to hopes and destroyed them himself
ruined myself, but did not show it outside
lonely and met everyone with all weapons
paper and ink were your main weapons

look back because you burned your world to the ground
choked on lies and they told you drink to the bottom
how many mistakes and it's time for you to say sorry
but time has run out and your clock has stopped

Verse 2
I look around and everything is like after a fire
did they lie to me? lungs clenched
and it is true that there are no fairy tales, they mocked me
I must admit that the old woman won at cards

and as you say I was on the wrong path?
So I was brought there by the order of fate?
Yes, I'm sitting in my park in the dark, not under the light
and it turns out I painted everything myself in black

I agree that I ruined my hopes
I thought up problems myself and made gaps
but wanted to be alone and keep the new one away
paper and ink that was close to me

I look around and everything is like after a fire
did they lie to me? lungs clenched
so many mistakes and I say sorry
the time has come to an end, the clock has stopped