sannen mae watashi wo utta
koe nakigoe ni sasowarete
kanjin no uta kara zutto nigedashiteru
tanjun de muimi na sen wo
nobashi tsukareta sono saigo
gouman na oto wo kajitte haite suteru
sanbyoukan, tomaru sekai de
shinnai kankyou karamatte
makkou no shoubu wo hotte arukasaseru
nanben mo kou yatte
watashi wo utta
jiishiki meita kachikan wo
joudan de kirisutetatte
tsuite kuru no
"machigatta kotae wo tsubuyaita
watashitte doushiyou mo nai wa."
sonna koto ittatte
kiku mimi nante motanai deshou
hajimatta koto nanda zenbu?
naku natta mono nante nai yo?
aa, tsukareta na.
ii ki ni natta ningyou ga
odoru, mawaru, haneru
juuoumujin!
daisukitte iitai dake
taba ni natta, oto narabemakutta
aijoutte ima dou yatte
kara ni natte kiete kureru?
"daikirai ga tsumazuita"tte
hanashitanda.
kono jikan ni sotte
sanhaitte kaketettanda
nanimo nai heya de mousou, mousou
sannen mae watashi wo utta
koe nakigoe ni sasowarete
sannengo watashita PEN de nazoru senaka,
dou yatte tanjun de muimi na sen wo
tsunageta mon ka kangaeru
gouman na yoku wo teratta michi ga tojiru
aa nanimokamo zenbu
shizumu heya ni shimaikonda
ushiro muki no aisatsu de
naru yoru wo iikurumeru
"saa, koko kara wa douzo
osuki ni nandemo shichatte."
dou natta?
sore kara chotto yukue fumei
dare dakke konna ni uzumaita
kono kanji furimaiteta no wa
sonna koto kiitatte
kansou nante motanai deshou?
hajimatta koto nanda zenbu.
naku natta mono nante nai yo.
"aa, kurushii na."
asobu suteru hirou kurukuru
daisukitte iitai dake
taba ni natta oto narabemakutta
aijoutte ima dou yatte
kara ni natte kiete kureru?
"daikirai ga tsumazuita."tte
hanashitanda.
kono jikan ni sotte
sanhaitte kaketettanda
nanimo nai heya de mousou, mousou
daisukitte kotoba dake
oto ni noseru shizunde ikitai yo
kanjoutte tada kou yatte
tsumekomarete fui ni iu
daikirai wo kuzusundatte
sakebu dake no ningyou ni natta.
sanhaitte nigetettanda
nanimo nai sora de mou, sou, saigo.
