What does it feel like to kill me?
To burn the bridges
To gut my already empty soul
My veins are filled with poison
My heart, with loneliness
And this is what you do to me
Shun me, hate me, kill me
I will kill myself
And you will feel my guilt
The eyes are barren
The voice is dull
Drained of joy and fear
Replaced with hate
Scarred from war
Your mind is wandering
I see there’s nothing left of you
I see now that times are changing drastically
Old blood is washed away with the tide
Despite our bonds, we mean nothing
There is no you and I
While the hands are cleansed again
We fall away
And the lips are sewn
I hope you’re pleased
With the outcome that you’ve made
I will not hold my hand to you
Songs we used to carry
Now fall with no sustain
Do you address the silence
Or pretend like its not there
Will you look me in the eyes
Remind me my life is meaningless
Disbelief, the only thing that comes to mind. I hang my head, and wonder. The sleepless nights that haunt me. I must bear this guilt alone. As the ocean sweeps over me, I can feel the cold embrace.
