We were kids sitting on the bed,
In our parent's house, inside my head.
Now I'm standing on the sidewalk,
And that thing's not covered up in chalk.
That's when I got the call,
That's when it all fell apart.
Darling, [redacted]
Don't ever leave
Don't do that thing that makes my brother scream
Don't do this to my family
Now I'm staring at a phone,
watching as my father talks to God,
for the first time in such a long time.
Now I'm in a stranger's home
With my brother and his future wife.
Now I'm sitting on a hill,
Now I can finally feel everything.
Darling, [redacted]
Don't ever leave
Don't do that thing that makes my brother scream
Don't do this to my family
That's when it all went down
That's how I feel now
That's why all I know now
is...
Green little blades up on your house now
Pink little worms inside your house now
All that dirt inside your mouth now
And I'm the one who's cutting the blades back down