Текст песни дима бензин - холодные руки

veins remember the release of endorphins,
this alluring surge of power.
serenity and sad songs.
emotions flow would be together.
multifaceted happiness, unlimited time.
dug into the handrails, after drinking too much in the porches.
this hope that everything will work out.

but I'm still drunk
still boring
still fuck nobody you need
killing myself with another puff of caustic smoke
within the walls of an unfamiliar apartment.
sent for vodka, forgetting that I can only bring suffering.
I reach out to the gray buildings
in which you are lost.

spend minutes absurd in digging yourself
sacrificing everything that is,
so that it disappears.
my cold hands, warm them soon
wait, it will soon become warmer.
and wrapped up in a blanket, we don’t remember where we are,
never remember who we are.
embraced forever.
in the center of this city
we died.

make excuses, keep looking for epithets,
stick the meanings until you go crazy.
and I will stop reading epigraphs,
to these painfully familiar words.