Текст песни Для себя Records - Душа ищет правды

life is a game of chess
you won't go against the beast
I'm not waiting for the truth
but I don’t believe in lies either
as if from
movie plot
the truth sucks me
and my faith in my soul
flipping through the movie slides
iterate over memory
fold everything back
because my nerves are on the edge
I am injured and there is no medicine
what saves from longing
again from scratch
what a damn thing
life will become paradise
yes vryatli
rely only on yourself
life is not so sweet
and I am writing these lines
breathing them they grab
suffocate with poison i breathe
I will not stop not when
not at all
my conscience is already healing me
sometimes it hurts
one on one
even so this is a matter of chance
everyone has their own destiny
everyone in this world is the best
if you hear me
so it is necessary

and it's just true
it doesn't make sense
has no faith
has no
no cynicism
medicine will not relieve
from pain only true
just one word

And her soul asks her
Terribly tormenting
Asking a bunch of questions
The absurdity of despising answers
She prays
Every day to heaven
Leave it all
I wanted to say so
Trying to find the truth
She seems so close
But she's between her fingers
Slips away with grains of sand
And longing embraced
You are clamped in Teski
All that remains is to run
Squeeze everything out of yourself
For the sake of winning
and dream ...
For the sake of wanting
And keep on hitting
For the sake of living
What else can fate offer me?
Here I am in a fog of lies
In deception, it's like knives to the throat
Even a saint here sins
And the atheist crushes
Strangles the one who can do!
Is it really necessary?
And who are these people serving?
And her soul asks her
The truth, and she can't stand it
Asking a bunch of questions
Why do you need it?
You say: Yes so
Just wondering....