Текст песни vda - нас уже нет

sometimes forgetting is harder than remembering
and I’m naive that he was waiting at close range miss
forget and don’t touch
old wounds are growing new
I'm sitting on a barrel of gunpowder
with a smile on his face a spark and smoke wick

my shabby style
not licked not cut
heaps of rubbish piled up
smoke again in the clouds
again in the hut alone
again with hot chopped
hit the blades and how the wolf howled

this game is exhausting me terribly
wide open window in the room stuffy cold shower correct
morning dawn sunlight will give us its warmth free of charge
we are no longer here we are on the face of sadness

and it will be easier to forget than to crawl in memory
fingering the photo where I was still small
where he ran around the yard broke the silence
disturbed neighbors at night, I’ll ask forgiveness

we are no longer there, we are somewhere there ...
stop look back ...
we are no longer we are far away ...
living dream, step forward ...

and still do not understand why I am writing all this
monologue into silence, monologue into emptiness
among concrete boxes I’m a faceless passerby
I would have liked my father to be like a neighbor

all my past is disgustingly lousy and ridiculous
thrice on one rake, I personally examined
forgotten damned sent to hell on the cakes
hire whores with angelic faces

I was not there and never will be
I am not at the first not in fucking Hollywood
forget people please leave me alone
stood alone to where there should be two

this is not the lyrics you hear, only the stream of thoughts of a madman
shake it off or just betray my idle talk
forget people please leave me alone
stood alone to where there should be two

we are no longer there, we are somewhere there ...
stop look back ...
we are no longer we are far away ...
living dream, step forward ...