Oh I know that I'm gonna be the last
That I have to be at last
With every weapon that I have
The only thing that I don't want is you
The only thing that I don't want is you
There has to be a peaceful mountain top for me
I just don't feel at ease coming home
I just don't feel at ease anymore
And it's true that I'm living every day
Yet I'm dying every day
Squeezed in between
I want to feel a lie
I want to feel a lie
There has to be a peaceful mountain top for me
I just don't feel at ease coming home
I just don't feel at ease anymore
I'm trying to remember how it was before
I'm trying to pretend that I would really be the one you know
But nothing never lasts
But here I am and here you are
And here we were and there we've been
And there we'll be just where we start
I wonder if I've ever been