Текст песни treecmike - этим утром

I smoked a lot this morning
And watched the yellow leaves fall to the ground.
I remembered those whom I once loved
These people fell, but I did not catch them,
And in the end he said goodbye to them.
I should have told them "I'm sorry."
But I understand that I am not lonely without them.
I let them go myself.
But this morning, I felt pretty damn bad.
The tea did not warm me up, the autumn was making its way under my skin.
And in the reflection I saw not a face, but a face.
Feeling like the forgotten ones shake my hand.
Feeling like a forgotten one is kissing my chapped lips.
Feels like I'm calling, but they don't pick up the phone.
And from all this, the vessels burst.
And I smoked everything, and the leaves kept falling.
A kind of deja vu settled in me and cried bitterly.
I soberly understood that nothing could be returned.
And you don't need to return anything.
A few years ago, those couple of minutes were enough for us.
To destroy the whole world that was once created.
"Photo of nine small, strong friendship bound."
I remember saying that once about my friends.
Of course, we do not owe anything to each other.
But now they cannot be called friends.
Only two out of nine are still with me.
The rest are out of range and that's good.
It's best for me, it's best for everyone.
It's too late to change something, and it is not necessary at all.
This morning, I smoked a lot.
And watched the yellow leaves fall to the ground.
I remembered those whom I once loved.
However, I said goodbye to these people long ago.
I live well without them, I am not lonely.
But this morning, I felt pretty damn bad.