I'm killing my time
with bottle of sin
in my empty life
i'm really so mean
strangers in the street
tell me I'm wrong
but their own shit
will never be gone
well maybe i'm a sinner
i really don't mind and don't think it's a crime
and now I'm not a winner
but in the darkest night Iam first to see light
I'm flying so high
on my kitchen floor
i've never cried
at somebodies door
i wish u would better kill me than
i would be just like u
never be just like others
please never even try to stand
on the way that is mine
i will never regret it
i have chosen just the only thing for
me and I'm sure that I'm right
to live forever and never never lie
well maybe i'm a sinner
i really don't mind
and don't think it's a crime
and now I'm not a winner
but in the darkest night Iam first to see light