Текст песни Tom - Я Видел Жизнь

I saw life, I participated in soap operas
I was the same romantic that you saw in the movies
he himself created stories in which he was a loser
discouraged, depress, but played his part further

and how to understand it? and nobody can understand me
I was always like that, didn’t want to change, but still
it happened that it joined the role so that it played its own script
leaving for himself, on the heart, millions of scratches

and fucked up this sad parody of a beautiful life
I was left alone again, but no, my thoughts are always with me
they didn’t leave me, as relatives did
and I will not reject them, because I have no one else to be with

and you say: "Sanya, yes you are chased, calm down"
but you don’t know how much inside I am pokotsan
and it might be better if I were normal
but I don’t give a damn, because I’ve been on the verge of so long