Few people know what I was after and
I used this mind to make pain and
Faster my heart goes
And it feels so righteous
And it feels alive
This is something that we must fight
Please give me something to help with the pain
If things are like this I don’t think I’ll stay
No one can help me and no one can change
This torture that’s driven me insane
But I’ll stay if there’s someone I can save
I’ve undermined by overdosing
My mechanisms I use for coping
There’s not much left but here’s hoping that
There’s something else that will stop me from choking
On all these words so much live knives
Doesn’t seem to matter that they’re all lies
I’m making beds in which everyone cries
Innocence lost and the lucky ones survive
But to live everyday we must fight