wandering through storms of sorrow
every muscle burns as hell
escaping from my mysery
nothing left, only regrets
where did I chose the wrong path?
how did I get here?
all my beliefs were shattered
revealing all my fears
memories never let go
times fade them away
I keep on fighting
but all I do seems in vain
maybe I'm stuck on this road
filled with shitloads of pain
if I carry on
this will drive me insane
[Chorus:]
rain cuts through my bones
I'm struggling hard
for every single step I take
my universe is still collapsing
never able to repay my dept
who am I really serving?
I'm not the lord of my own mind
all those thoughts were planted in me
how could I've been so blind?
I have to fight so many demons
to get rid of all this shit
make this final cut
a nice and clean reset
questioning my ideology
guilt heavier than lead
revealing deeply buried truth
a curtain's falling in my head
[Chorus]
I have to fight so many demons
to get rid of all this shit
make this final cut
a nice and clean reset
a fresh new start from my ground zero
is what I'm heading for
abandoning my past
forever close this cursed door
my past forever closed this door!
