i'm concious and that's a start
more than most people got
when i realise that i haven't got
what most people want
oh, no
i was on the grass on my back
still and staring as the day slowing down
and i was asking god to talk to me
i was young and open
but still there was no reply
oh, no
i was cold and lonely
cold and unconcious
that's how i felt when someone died
i lied but i felt certain it was the end
now i really know it was the end
i tried to be cruel
how painfully i needed you
so when you left me i really became that cruel
so we see what we are
and we doubt what we're not
you bury your lot open a vacancy in your heart
and you give yourself to something else
and long for the purest kind of loss
oh, no