Текст песни The Ashtrays - That Afternoon

I've learned the lesson
The message has arrived
Today in the morning
And it changed my life

Cause I wanted you to be around my own lights
But that's not right so I'll just clean my mind

And that afternoon I died
My life used to be a lie
And that afternoon I died
It's so good you're not alive

On my bed are falling tears
Inside my head I barely think
Cause what I building is full of bullshit
And what I was feeling is destroying me

Life is real only if you're not here
Life is mean if you are here
My life used to be a lie
And that afternoon I died