Will you keep me in this frenzied illusion?
Make me think I need not a second to rest
Consume abomination
To reconsider one’s self-progression
Dim shadows of the past seem to linger
The weight of previous wins keeps bringing me down
Time demands some reestimation
To stop scar opening deliberation
Ch:
I vow to feel life with all of my senses
So that I could feel I live life to the full
Striving to keep up with a fantasy schedule
Waiting for the one, perfection to come
While life goes on without me
And I am left to contemplate my dream