Fail! I bite my lips
Not to cry until it bleed.
Lie, lie to myself to not give in,
To hide from my chagrin…that suffocates me.
Am I put to the test?
Countless tries…without rest.
Blood…blood, sweat and tears are on the walls
I’m trapped in.
All, all in vain…
I’m so empty, nothing gained.
My dream is dying on my arms.
All, all in vain…
I’m so highly feel my blame.
My hope is gone and turned to dust.
This is war on time that I try to win:
A little step forward and the biggest back.
I clench my fists felling despair within.
Will I ever see when the walls go down?