burning out my consciousness
i lose weight
embarrassed by my absurdness
i pray
they make life, i make mistakes
as if i had another take
like guided by a child
sanity is mild
i’m finally undone
fainted. drunk to the bone
brave. in solitude yet free
that’s not me. that’s not mee
i took a black boat and painted sales
with blue whales
waves of trust with melted sorrow
with the salt i swallow
i’m finally undone
fainted. drunk to the bone
brave. in solitude yet free
that’s not me. that’s not mee
uncertainty, guilt, integrity
brewed with fancy fumes
guess that’s the time to get high
i know you’re uncertain too