i gave him all and everything and then some
and asked for nothing in return
the leaves would turn they colors on dimmed sun
he would be on some shit and turnt
and every evening when he would come back home
with backwards jacket, backwards speech
he would say things that no one else knows
or understand this son of a bitch
him always eating makes me sad
him always drinking makes me scream
he's getting really really fat
he swears he's gonna join the gym
yet he still eats and im still sad
yet he still drinks, i wanna scream
and it feels like im going mad
im falling out of love with him
his friends would barely even notice
that i exist when they come by
they ask for tea, and sweets, and "more please"
and they would leave only at sunrise
im so naive, i don't know how it happened
cuz all my friends were trying hard to say
that i just think that he's in love and happy
he's eyes spark not because of me
