SPREADING OUT HOSTILITY
It is about to make me fragile
Sucks out my will, keeps painful dredging
Estranging, starving and edging
Erasing realms, pitiful raging
Coward.. Pathetic and almost done
Behind this outward confidence
Lie beliefs that ruin one by one
And I can’t always keep it in
Spreading out hostility
Negative approach to everything
Constant doubt.. Not able to imagine
(It) leads me to thrill
Keeps painful waging
Pledging.. Minutes last for ages
It overwhelms.. Worthless raging
Coward.. Emetic and almost gone
Behind this outward confidence
Hide disbeliefs which grow stronger.
I’m overdone
Gotta take control over my mind and body