Текст песни Stas.Yan feat. A.D. - Fatum

in my room silence, immeasurable vacuum
that's all I dreamed of, that's all I asked for
no extra thought, no extra atom
cerebral malnutrition, mental genocide
even a cradle meter will suffice for me
to get lost and find yourself tomorrow morning
at the bottom of the bottle: not alive, and not dead
this is my life, this is my fate
unless I pour out my emotions on a piece of paper
with all his might, squeezing the pencil, displaying the letters
then I will flash a bright yellow-green flame
and then, as if the star were quietly extinguished
I will wander among the same gray bodies
who is tired of living, tired of such a fate
and this picture of emptiness on an endless background
I draw and keep in my hands forever
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a strong man admits his mistakes
a weak person will look for excuses
do you want the best ?! create your own world mentally
but never forget the realities of life
nobody needs a cardboard crown
to be honest, it only causes laughter
and while everyone is criticizing the plot of your film
you instead of darkness, try to sow light
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little by little the picture in his eyes fades
and at depth it is not easy to breathe here
my soul by the fireplace will say with a look:
"I don't listen to all the shadows in my life"
the ocean enveloped me in its cold embrace
and this gloomy dance is not without my participation
paired with me only my imagination
she hung her chain of curse on me
and now the poet feels the whole world
lying on the bottom, hand closing the wound
and the whole point is somewhere inside here
but I feel that everything is not according to plan again
and here the body is again in the fire of hell
in one hand emptiness, in the other - I compress time
after all, all thoughts remained somewhere there, at the bottom
and I no longer feel the weight of my burden