I try to live a lie; I light up, light up to burn it down
I try to live a lie; I am warm, so warm I will close you in
I try to live a lie; see me burn, I'm burning at both ends
I try to live a lie; I'm the fire to fuel the strife
Beyond my desire, the rarest moment of grace
hits me like thunder, and fills up this place
beyond my desire, you water down this phase
I look up from my life, you leave without a trace
I try to live a lie; I'm in need, in need of deliverance
I try to live a lie; I'm messed up, I'm messed up, this is my life
I try to live a lie; see me burn, I'm burning at both ends
I try to live a lie; I'm the fire to fuel the strife
Beyond my desire, the rarest moment of grace
hits me like thunder, and fills up this place
beyond my desire, you water down this phase
I look up from my life, you leave without a trace
Kill this burning sensation for fire
Fill my life with the love I admire