Текст песни SiM - Life Is Beautiful

tell me straight up, do I look happy to yau?
I'm barely able to keep my life in the balance
it's easy to find a lack of talent
silent films speak louder than my words and change colors of my world
now I'm thinking silly things again
I know you want to say "no pain, no gain"

"la, la, love"
"all you need is love"
I don't need anybody's love
the warmth is all I need
I feel so numb

I hate myself
straight down to hell
staring at the bottom of heaven is all I can do, everything is screwed
I lost the map to locate a haven
so I'm crying out but the clock's still ticking down
like he says "hey, stand up! this life is beautiful" again

I wonder if I was a perfect guy
with a martial spirit and a healthy smile
I'm just an ordinary person
have got no aversion to someone else for heroic reason
I lied to my mom yesterday and I lied to my friends today
I can't help but show myself in the best light not to be betrayed

"la, la, love"
"all you need is love"
"say you need somebody's love before you get numb"

I'm going back, going back, back to being myself again
if I could confess everything in this chest
I'd become empty but there is something that should be left
I tried, I'm trying and I'll try to but there's no going back
I'm tired of lying

say "life is beautiful" again
(hey, ho) "this life is beautiful" again

I hate myself
straight down to hell
staring at bottom ot heaven is all I can do
"the life" is beautiful