You hate the cold
You're drowning in darkness
The hand that you hold
Won't keep its promise
You heal your wound
By stepping out of feelings
You stand your ground
But have no reasons
You hate to be stoned
You're drowning in your weakness
You hear the darkness' call
And go over the madness
Your pain protects you from the storm
Your hate infected your heart and soul
The anger you keep inside is eating you like worm
You have to step back or reach your goal
Your light is fading, it is left to decay
You try to re-arrange your thoughts again
All the colours around you turned into grey
You are still drowning in your needless pain
You've built the walls around your feelings
You're torn between your strength and weakness
You hate to be someone who is chained
You hate to be someone who is blamed
You've taken a first step to the edge
And you're still balancing on a ledge
Your bravest ambitions are cold and dead
You've made your choice
But took the wrong path instead
You heal your wounds by hiding from the truth
Your pain controls you, it took away your youth
You've never wanted to judge someone
But there's something shameful that you can't undone