I never meant to make you so numb
Even though I want to see you smile again
Toyed with in their deep plots like a doll
Eyes won't sparkle no more
*
You're our only Messiah, but it was just my desire
My heart bled at the sight
That brought me torture over and over
How dare you decide he's the ONE
All my tears've been run out
*
My life has turned too dusty like a vampire
I'm gonna rust out and struggle in the flame of fire
All my fears have been stained
But my scars are still remained
How much I've got to lose?
My dear, where's a ray of hope?
*
Found myself fallen in the dark side of Mars
From my dead asleep dreaming
Why I swear fake allegiance to that girl
Until I let you down
*
There's no sound of your breathing
Still your room is so freezing
My heart bled at the sight
That brought me torture over and over
It's something I must live with everyday
Now I know there's no way out
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* Repeat
* Repeat
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How do it to the perfect ends?
While I'm refusing to make amends
So much hurts, so much hates are grown up
Your phantoms made me hold on for my dear life
