Текст песни SWAN DIVE - HOPESICK

I dont know the difference between living and just being alive
Id give anything to be sleeping or at least resting my eyes
I fled the crime scene when I murdered a cheap bottle of wine
Like I was sick and it was my life saving medicine
I passed out with an ocean in my stomach
and still to this day I could have sworn you gently rested your head against me
to listen to the waves