Текст песни STЭN - грустный клоун

under the roofs of these houses, no one is visible
he lived in an apartment without a number
kind of like an actor, but for someone just a clown
did not know other people's names, and he no longer remembers his own
did not play other people's roles, sometimes was not happy with something
typing the script at night, making grimaces
in the afternoon he came to the finale, pulling on a mask
such a sad clown
you can't tell right away if you look at it
there is a dark haze in the eyes, can smile or wink
just recently was an ordinary citizen
there was a family, a wall in children's pictures
an album of family pictures, everything is like a dream
everyone was gone overnight
only now he does not remember this night
he came to himself in a hospital bed
doctor's conclusion as a sentence - amnesia
erasing memory from present to past events

these winter nights in the silence of shadows
no one knows otherwise what those lights had.
now no longer white lamps but yellow candles
sad clown whispers tell me

night, snowy December, slippery asphalt
what led them to the Moscow Ring Road at 1 am
he and his wife and two miracles in the rearview mirror
did not know that this path would be farewell to the world
come back to life if you can call it
lucky only to him in the passenger seat
the wife was unable to cope with the management
only now the history is stored in a personal file
and he has little resemblance to the scars on his body.
friends had to tell him everything
the emptiness inside makes the masks pull on
wake up ...
played different roles but did not play in life ...