Текст песни S.A. - Календарные листы

a new evening will make you remember again: you and me
a new day will not let me soar, spreading my wings
you are not online again disturbing me with thoughts
and our meeting book has long been covered in dust
no more love left memories
and the feeling of loss of what is not between us
makes you poison the liver with alcohol
and your words bring maximum pain
is it worth running for something so incomprehensible
and keep a man that once was neighbor
I can't find answers and there are a lot of questions
I'm interested in the reason that it's too late
avoiding talk is characteristic of your manners
and it seems too bad but faith lives inside
which helps to live a little more
and gives rise to hope to return again to the roots

what happened then in the last days of August
that multi-colored paint was replaced by black paste
days without statuses of the week in closed depression
then love was gone, the feeling of jealousy was gone
the night was getting closer and i got dirty sheets
pouring all that pain and resentment onto the pages
but you expected too much from me inside
I'm sorry I didn't justify, I'm begging I'm sorry
and outside the window everything was getting dark, I plunged into darkness
and only a table lamp did not give an intermission
and I wanted to rise above the roof of houses
and dying hundreds of times for great love
and all the tears flowed from your beautiful eyes
and I once promised it for the last time
the numbers changed sheets, you became more mature
your love in heaven disappeared along with oblivion
and on the last page of your diary
finally a point was made between us