Текст песни retina lying - сколько и почему

In these words, it makes no sense
as in my weakened hands there is no power
But you can just get rid of sour
and silently dig each other graves

I will blame someone else
Thus, trying to justify yourself
knowing that a penny is the price to each my word
Error for an error, not only by September

for some reason I'm still alive, although inside a dead zone
I continue to ask questions how much and why
But at the same time I remain completely unable
become happy and continue this game

I need drugs or at least placebo
To somehow cope with this fucking
How much more shout, looking into the gray sky?
Why do you need to live, falling in doubt?

because probably you can somehow otherwise
After all, you can change and be different
I hope that everyone will disagree with a great plan
When the fuck will die on the dick